Today’s post is my 400th.
I’m a little blown away by that. Who knew I’d still be here after those first shaky posts? The truth is, I’ve needed this outlet for any number of reasons–as an aid to healing, as a daily diary, as a means of unburdening myself, and of communication with those who cannot or will not otherwise communicate with me. Which probably makes little sense to anyone but me, but that’s okay. My Spidey tells me you’re there, and that’s enough for now.
There have been times I’ve considered pulling the plug on this thing, but it calls me back, day after day. I never quite know what I’ll be writing; I only know I need to write. It’s a surprise to me what comes out of my fingertips at times, and I think that’s part of the reason I do keep coming back–that random “what am I thinking right now” element has intrigued me. The times I’ve planned what I’ll say are the times when I can’t say a thing, or it comes out so backward and stilted that it never goes live. Funny, that.
My blog–I think I’ll keep it.